you can continue all you want lol, i have no problems and as for akiharu's post it kinda surprised me a lot at a start but after talking with him on irc he sounded sincere just that, its not that i had any kind of hate towards him, its only that we never had a close relationship, which doesnt mean i have to dislike him, thats clear plus i have to say i appreciate his post after all.
its not that ulk is making me leave vcmp, lol nah never my goal in this game was always to be become the best player, being finalist in VCCT, doing a good work in the last ladder/vcdc seasons ( sorry for reminding it again, but tdh boss clearly cheated and nobody did anything i think i could have won that vcdc if i passed to semifinals instead, but thats another story) even in VW isnt enough for me, i gotta win, doing a good work/effort isnt enough for me, im like this in every aspect of my life too, thats why i get so mad when real madrid loses cos getting into the final isnt enough you have to win it and to be honest vcmp is starting to look boring for the first time to me
so the moment i win this vcdc season ( if i ever win) id feel completed with this game, its not that i will leave vcmp completely but ill take a break from it and probably i wont play as much as ive been playing these last months,
and as for what im leaving the clan, yeah guys i joined you to satisfy my personal challenges just because i couldnt do it (VCCT) alone and dz or mk werent strong enough at that moment, its a known fact please dont feel offended, it could look like if i used you, but not at all, im like that i like to win, its more i need to win like i said im like that in every aspect , this doesnt mean i didnt enjoy a lot with you but i feel ive done my work in this clan, i wasnt comfortable either in these weeks, indeed im not a loyal player when it comes to staying in a clan for a long time, my record is set at 10 months in DU. soem of you have been in the same clan for years, that shows it perfectly.
its in every sport, players of each team want to win, then if they see they cant do it in the team they are currently in, they try to sign up for another one to get wins etc, somewhat like that happens to me, ive played in 12 different football teams since i was 11, and yeah i won tournaments and that, but this is another example
but one thing i always do no matter where i am, i work my ass off and try my best in every team i play for, im 100% sure you can reproach me many things, but you can do it with that fact, cos you all know i did my best while defending the VU tag ingame
but in case any of you care, im not 100% leaving vcmp, ill be much more inactive than im now but nothing else, lol im not like javi who totally left this community cos his rl friend blackmailed him xd
all i want now is to win vcdc1v1 dont care that much about the 2v2 division cos at least for me VCDC1v1 is what really counts, at the moment im qualified for the next stage which is a good feeling, but i will working my ass off to get into the final and win it, being 2nd is not enough, and sorry to say this but i dont need a clan to do it