I don't think that someone can improve this much spontaneously. You impersonated yourself just for the sake of revenge, I wonder what you'll do next maybe put our clan reputation which you already did. I believe you'll detoriate our reputation much more if you come back. You are only running after skills and you are crazy about them. I admit skills are essential but there are other things in our clan which matters as well which you didn't care about. If it had only been about the skills then we would have accepted a lot of players which we have denied because of the lack of other things. I confess we strive for skills and we are looking for them always but a player must abide by the rules of the clan as well. I discussed all this because i truely believe that for you only skills matter nothing else does which you just recently proved.
As you know it's a communtiy event organized by VU. Since you were a VU member, it should had been your priority to keep the reputation of this event safe but you put the reputation at stake, created a greater fuss.
You just made a mistake and this mistake can't be compensated too quickly. So, it's better for you to give us and yourself sometime so that we might take just decesion and you might improve yourself. I think you need a relatively large time span to improve and i believe you'll have to wait. If you enter the clan now then i must tell you most of our members are mad at you and they won't like to talk to you as you mentioned above that the clan member's behaviour is not rightful towards you. And it will be the same unless you improve yourself, give yourself and us sometime. And i myself won't treat you in a equitable and fair manner and i'm informing you in advance so that later on you don't complain on my behaviour. As you know if some player gets kicked or denied then minimum tnure is atleast 30 days, If you apply before 30 days. So, how come can you expect us to accept your application again despite your tremendous mistake.
Now diverting from application a bit, Although it's not related to application but to be honest i believe you're a boy not a girl because the way you talk, behave, handle situation, the way you think and each and every activity, an aspect indicates all your boy's nature. Don't take it to the heart. I just articulated myself.
I believe that you won't overlook the points i just mentioned above and improve yourself.