I'm not gonna lie, I kind of feel embarrassed to create this post after disappearing into thin air quite a few times and then coming back, so I decided to give it another shot
![Grin ;D](https://viceunderdogs.com/Smileys/default/grin.gif)
First of all, a very warm hello to everyone in this community. I was just going through the profiles of quite a few old friends, some active yesterday and some years ago. It makes me almost nostalgic and brings back countless memories and moments I have spent here.
I do not exactly remember when I was active here last time, but definitely it was a few years ago. Here I'm again, regardless of how many times I go away, I keep coming back to this community. This place always had a special place in my heart and will always continue to be like that! I have been trying to be active, but life happens every time. The reality changes so often and rapidly that it's hard to keep track of things. But in the end, it's not about the things we decide to let go, but the things & people we decide to hold on to
![Wink ;)](https://viceunderdogs.com/Smileys/default/wink.gif)
Here I am, MaDKiLLeR, back to where it all started, back to some of my oldest friends and people I have held on to. I remember starting this game as a clueless kid back in 2009 and it's only when I look back, I realize how much time has gone by; yet this community stood the test of time, and I hope it continues to do so.
I moved to Montreal, Canada. It's crazy when I look back at my VU days, I was in school and navigating my way around this crazy virtual world back in Pakistan. I used to think time goes by very quickly, but it turns out it's actually our sense of perception which takes away the focus to other things, making us oblivious of our very own reality we lived at a certain point in space & time.
I won't be present in-game, but I will hang out on the forum, try to get a hang of things and see where I can add value to my very virtual home. I look forward to catching up with all of you and see where we stand as of today, and how's everyone doing in life
![Cheesy :D](https://viceunderdogs.com/Smileys/default/cheesy.gif)
P.S if anyone happens to be in Montreal, hit me up. For the sake of good ol' times!