It's just my opinion but, i hope you get a chance, you've been asking me for help and you showed me that you're not what people says. (i'm not talking about any VU member, i'm sure that VU is undoubtly a respectable clan.)
You showed me that you've quite changed.
About his nicks, well that's a problem but can be fixed.
It's really sad to see how people just come to blame and insult you, you trying to change and they just lowblow you, wanted to see you falling again.
I'm really happy to see you applying here, best of luck to you.
(sorry for my bad english)
Never give up dude!