I'd like to leave my own two cents.
The moment you're feeling hate in your heart because someone you loved (or not) did something bad to you; is a complete waste of time.
You will sooner or later, recognize that people fail a lot of times, and you also do - then, when we judge somebody, we have to proceed with extreme precaution. Especially if it is a person with whom we were close in the past.
On that note, try to solve all your differences and troubles with people in life; because it really hurts as fuck when you try to solve your differences at the cemetery. And I can tell you that based on what I have seen in my own circle of people. The most rigid people on Earth, could feel like they hate their own parents, but at the moment they don't live anymore, realize that they have been wasting days. Months. Years.
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Sometimes it may be tempting for you and your parents to move all the pieces and put all the efforts for you to move to the best city, pay the best university on Earth, and imagining a doctoral degree, spitting at the face of everybody when you're just starting your university career. To understand what is better for you, you need to meet yourself first. You must know how much costs the effort that your parents decide, with all love, to put on you.
Friends of mine have realized that I didn't go to university when I left high school. Even though university is free in my country, my parents didn't have enough money to send me to a capital city. It was very harmful to listen to these comments: "you are a waste of a brain", "your career at that shit city won't get you anywhere", "I study at (name of prestigious university) and will surely get a degree in five years".
Those people never knew about having a job or helping parents, wasted all their money, and got poor notes every exam, losing years. And that is unrepairable: making a father leave behind their dreams to make yours true, and you putting nothing in return.
My advice is: Follow your dreams with intelligence, choose a path of humility in every step, and value what you have. If you have never seen poverty in your country, take a bus, go to the fields or poor areas, meet those people, know what they have and how they live, and you will understand better that we are PRIVILEGED, and we should profit this privileges, the maximum way possible.