On one of my rare excursions into VC:MP I joined Sky City a while ago. There was a hacker on the server, and after asking whether there were any admins on irc, Angela promptly replied yes, came ingame, and banned the hacker. She did so very politely, and even thanked me for reporting the hacker. It might seem small, but actually this sort of thing is what many admins are incapable of doing - of keeping an eye on the server, and responding to players when needed. I was impressed. So when I saw this thread, I instantly thought about voting trainee, but I thought I'd let it play out a little more to get a better feel for Angela.
Angela, it appears to me that whilst your heart is in the right place, you still have some growing up to do. I don't mean this to be an insult, but you don't seem to be particularly mature. Perhaps this is what Bart meant when he said 'not ready'.
Unlike fighting skills, maturity is not something you can learn in a week or two, and it is not something there are guides for. It takes months, years. So I am voting no, and I would suggest that you leave it at least a few months before applying again. You seem to be a very nice person, but you don't fit in here just yet.