Why should I give you a chance? Some of our members still have trust issues with you, not to mention your disloyalty to the clan and crap past, how do we make sure that doesn't happen once again? Since this isn't your first time in such a situation.
Hi Trex. It's good to see you around.
- How do we make sure it doesn't happen again?
Well, there is no way or possibility to be completely sure that it will not happen again - even if I tell you a hundred times, and promise that I'm never gonna make shit again, the future is unknown to me so I'd be lying as well (I am not saying that I will do a shitstorm again, in fact I won't, that's why I am applying, but rather I say that words are useless in this case).
What I can do to provide a trustable background then, is highlighting two things, for you to detect the differences and my improvement: 1. That there was a special period in my life for reflexion, development and betterment after all what happened (I took 1 year away to work on this, now 2). 2. That I am currently doing (and have been doing for the past two years)
actions that have nothing to do with that old shit mess I was. This is something that has been noticed by plenty of VUs. It's something that can give you a little more confidence to vote and trust me.
Why should I support you?
After a series of unfortunate events, particularly one that teached me how shit I was, I have tried to reach that faith ever since I started to put interest in this game again; but without words, actions instead. I have kept my activity in this forum and in-game as well, in some periods of the year (I work in abril-may-june and november-december) I can't join everyday but I do every week to maintain this objective of mine, and I'm playing now everyday with VC-MP friends and VUs. In this forum, I try to discourage raging discussions, iliterate messes around and rather I am always thinking on something intelligent to post or to start up a debate. In-game, I enjoy to help newbies a lot; I have fun enjoying events, I regularly congratulate newbies for their good achievements so they can feel better and more sure about their skills. I also enjoy every time a VU is online and the feeling is likewise.
That is also what I want to do in VU; I believe that I can contribute to this clan meaningfully now that I am aware of my weaknesses and goods, as some VUs pointed out. I cannot change the past, but as TheKing said once, I strive to make a better future. I think you should give me a chance because I am going to keep putting effort, and I want to do it for the betterment of VU.
Regarding to the people that still don't like me, I guess it's normal in a 100 people place. Not everyone will like or trust me at the start, and that's mostly happened with a lot of applications around; but what I can assure and this is something I have to do with words; no matter how much a guy can dislike me, I want to be part of this family and feel like a family, and so I will defend you in any trouble, I will help you as much as I can and I will offer my unconditional support for any of you guys.
That's all I have to say for now;
I would like to thank everyone so far for wishing me good luck and voting.
