Nick: Norman4354
Age: 18
Timezone/Country: GMT: +5:00/Pakistan
Previous Nicks: [VU_T]Norman4354, Schwarzenegger
Additional Comments: First of all, I apologize to each and every person that I have hurt in the past especially WiLsOn, Siezer, Gangstaras, Rajput, Ryne and everyone that I have hurt. I am really very very sorry for what I have done and understand this statement "Trust is like a piece of glass, once broken can never be mended" but I know this statement as well that everyone deserves second chance in life. I know that I did left the clan in unknown circumstances but the truth is that I was suffering from some problems long before I had returned to the game and I hadn't a chance to explain it to anyone else. I had consulted various people in the clan like WiLsOn, Amal, Siezer and Gangstaras but I wasn't able to explain my true problem except for Amal who had helped well. I know that I am bad but not everyone is bad from the start, it is these circumstances which leads to change in their character. I have hurt many people and I have broken their trust but I know that time heals every wound and I am sure that I will find my people here, hopefully. I would like to share few of my problems with you guys and if you want to know more about it, kindly ask me personally and I will share everything with that person. Kindly, don't harass me for these things as it happens with everyone in this world. I used to bullied in school and due to this I had developed a fear but that fear turned into anxiety and depression after I got elder and mature with age but that person was solved after I did the same with some of those people but in another way, yet it had immense effect on my psychology and mental health. I had also suffered from mental breakdown which was very intense and I had to suffer due to that as well. I had very bad personal problems which led to me into depression and I am still kind of suffering from it but hopefully I had recovered better. I know that this sounds weird to some people but I am being open and I want to share my sincerity and truthfulness to everyone who thinks of me as a liar. I know that I was being power hungry and acted much like a dickhead but that was because of some psychological reason as I had grown impatient and more like a lazy guy. I know that this reason might not be solid but trust me I had many complications which led my behavior to change and mind to divert from whom I was. My past had been really bad but I tend to find my good moments in it. I had reserved nature since my childhood and I had very few friends in my social circle which made me shy and low confidence. I would like to tell you guys that the reason I had come back is that I consider VU as a family and I want to cherish the moments of my life with you guys and I had told everyone that I would never return but I was wrong. The feeling of being in a family attracted me to VU again and the love of those people strongly attracted me to you guys. I know that you guys would forgive me and would give me a chance to cherish with you guys. I love you guys very much and would very much want to have fun along you. I am sincere and would like you all to know the reasons of my departure which I have regretted ever since I have gained my true self. I am not a power greedy or selfish person, it is just that circumstances pushed me to act and take such decisions but I would try my best to fix those problems and go along side you guys. I am sure that you people will understand my problems and will surely cooperate with me, hopefully.
