Vice Underdogs
Vice Underdogs Recruitment => Denied Applications => Topic started by: Norman4354 on June 01, 2019, 01:57:36 pm
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Nick: Norman4354
Age: 18
Timezone/Country: GMT: +5:00/Pakistan
Previous Nicks: [VU_T]Norman4354, Schwarzenegger
Additional Comments: First of all, I apologize to each and every person that I have hurt in the past especially WiLsOn, Siezer, Gangstaras, Rajput, Ryne and everyone that I have hurt. I am really very very sorry for what I have done and understand this statement "Trust is like a piece of glass, once broken can never be mended" but I know this statement as well that everyone deserves second chance in life. I know that I did left the clan in unknown circumstances but the truth is that I was suffering from some problems long before I had returned to the game and I hadn't a chance to explain it to anyone else. I had consulted various people in the clan like WiLsOn, Amal, Siezer and Gangstaras but I wasn't able to explain my true problem except for Amal who had helped well. I know that I am bad but not everyone is bad from the start, it is these circumstances which leads to change in their character. I have hurt many people and I have broken their trust but I know that time heals every wound and I am sure that I will find my people here, hopefully. I would like to share few of my problems with you guys and if you want to know more about it, kindly ask me personally and I will share everything with that person. Kindly, don't harass me for these things as it happens with everyone in this world. I used to bullied in school and due to this I had developed a fear but that fear turned into anxiety and depression after I got elder and mature with age but that person was solved after I did the same with some of those people but in another way, yet it had immense effect on my psychology and mental health. I had also suffered from mental breakdown which was very intense and I had to suffer due to that as well. I had very bad personal problems which led to me into depression and I am still kind of suffering from it but hopefully I had recovered better. I know that this sounds weird to some people but I am being open and I want to share my sincerity and truthfulness to everyone who thinks of me as a liar. I know that I was being power hungry and acted much like a dickhead but that was because of some psychological reason as I had grown impatient and more like a lazy guy. I know that this reason might not be solid but trust me I had many complications which led my behavior to change and mind to divert from whom I was. My past had been really bad but I tend to find my good moments in it. I had reserved nature since my childhood and I had very few friends in my social circle which made me shy and low confidence. I would like to tell you guys that the reason I had come back is that I consider VU as a family and I want to cherish the moments of my life with you guys and I had told everyone that I would never return but I was wrong. The feeling of being in a family attracted me to VU again and the love of those people strongly attracted me to you guys. I know that you guys would forgive me and would give me a chance to cherish with you guys. I love you guys very much and would very much want to have fun along you. I am sincere and would like you all to know the reasons of my departure which I have regretted ever since I have gained my true self. I am not a power greedy or selfish person, it is just that circumstances pushed me to act and take such decisions but I would try my best to fix those problems and go along side you guys. I am sure that you people will understand my problems and will surely cooperate with me, hopefully.
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Apology accepted, you're inactive and you haven't even reached out to me.
for now good luck.
Nope
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I am not denying the problems you had, probably, I don’t bother commenting on something which i don’t know of but honestly speaking that power lust have nothing to do with your real life issues. They are not directly related to each other if you ask me, both of the situations are contrary. I see nothing changed but repetition of same “asking” procedure which is being done for positive reviews in private conversation. In past just before your departure, we had similar situation.
No offense but you screwed up which doesn’t make me trust you in any way. I still thinks that lustiness persists in you but this is not only the cause of being negative in fact you vanished after all that or maybe started playing under alias and that’s fine. I think the sensible method was to be active, play with us, make us feel you have changed and then apply but I see you coming suddenly making an application doesn’t seem wise.
I have no idea what our members will vote but I don’t trust you maybe we need some more time for things to settle. For now, it’s negative.
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okay , forgiven, but as thomas said , you are barely active so that's something is not satisfactory , i'd go with No this time.
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I still don't know you have changed or not. You are not even active to interact with you. No this time
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Good luck with your application,
I only have a question: are you "Kappa" ?
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My 5000th post is I am voting no without even reading this app.
Have a nice day y'all.
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I don't disregard your personal issues, however, good actions or bad actions, there is a consequence for them all. An apology (I accept the apology by the way), doesn't mean things will simply go back to where things left off. Consequence must teach you.
Know that I have nothing against you. If you're truly back in VC:MP, I welcome you back, but my advice from then still stands today -- contribute to the community, give back without seeking power or reward, and you will naturally be acknowledged and rewarded. People talk, and recommendations spread.
You need to learn that lesson before you have any chance of coming back into VU. For that reason, I strongly vote no.
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Norman, I suggest you to come back to activity. You should earn your spot again in VU. You will not be getting any special perks being an ex-VU.
My vote is negative for now. Best of luck bud!
I believe in you and you will earn your spot again.
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Correct me if I'm wrong but this isn't therapy. You haven't stated anything to do with VCMP in your app.
No.
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nope, most of reasons are explained above
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Can't vote positive on this app at the moment. An apology to VU is greatly appreciated, but I really think you need to progress more to even have a real chance of coming back. Good luck with everything.
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No!
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At least be active, bud. Sorry no
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nope, most of reasons are explained above
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Believe me Norman, come back to the game and show yourself to the people. Don't give up. You need more time to relax and comeback with your full energy. I forgive you, but I'll go with a no for now.
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Neutral :thumbsup:
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Neutral
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Neutral ;)
Your are mine good friend but you need to show your activity and about your application you didn't put any statement about vcmp , you are here like a patient and describe yourself to a doctor o wait Dr.shawn are you here please emergency !!!
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nope, most of reasons are explained above
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nope, most of reasons are explained above
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Thank you very much each and everybody for your comments and I appreciate your reviews for giving time to this application. Honestly speaking, I am greatly encouraged by your comments and I have strong faith that I will retrieve my position here at VU anyhow and improve with you guys, hopefully. I am greatly motivated by all those comments and love each and everyone. I am sorry that I applied too earlier and I must admit that it was a quick move and I should be better to step back and close the application this time to give myself some more time to improve and enjoy with you guys. I would request the staff to close this app so that I can give you guys the time you require to understand my motives. Thank you very much again that you have accepted my apologies and I believe that this step has led me to one step closer to you guys. I am not closing this application because I am coward or that I have lost faith in getting accepted but because I have not satisfied you guys and I know the consequences.
Siezer, I know that it is hard to believe but it is true that it surely has connection with the game as you know that sometimes certain actions have consequences which one can never imagine.
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I’ll close this application but you can apply later when you consider yourself ready turning true to all the factors mentioned above. About trust issues, i think it will take time for us to get along, play more with VU’s and interact with them as some of our new members don’t know about you. Maintain your activity, calm behaviour and wait for the right time.
We wish you good luck though, hope to see you soon.
EDIT: Just to add one more loophole, don’t keep asking our member for the votes directly or indirectly, we will find out everything by time since things can’t be hidden for longer. They will articulate themselves based on the experience they had spending time with you in your application. Asking them before application also gives us notion you are still eager for the things to happen before time. Mend it.