Uh ohhhh, looks like vcmp drama has boiled over again. I don't know what's happened Shadow, but sleep on your decision and remember to look at the bigger picture.
I don't think you truly believe that you can't trust anyone in the vcmp community; browse the VU memberlist for inspiration.
Anyway, on the assumption that you have really chosen to leave but will still look at these comments, let me take this opportunity to say it was a pleasure to know you. You always had a good spirit in-game, and were determined to help others wherever possible. It's people like you who keep some of us coming back to this shitty little mod, I hope you're as good to others in real life.