We cannot measure trust. Trust, is a relative term. Some people take years to build up trust while there are some who are able to build up a strong foundation of trust within weeks.
I understand the fact that it might be hard for you to trust me when I see myself from your side but then I realise that we live in 'The Internet World', where to prove someones loyalty would basically be a mismatch between the two lives, virtual and real.
The thing is, the trust issue thingy emerged out of the fact that I shared accounts and my bad that I failed to directly mention that. And trying to be brief in answering you, keeping in mind the points that I've discussed already, I only selected the last statement of denial from VU authorities. I believed that everyone is very well aware of that and I also agree that I didnt directly mention it. I'm sorry about it but believe me I came with a clear mind while applying for VU, not with mere stratagem. If you'd reconsider, it will make my morning and hopefully the whole day because my mind was clear like that of a child in his age, while applying. I still hope I can move you by little, if not by large.
I know and believe that to run a clan, members need to be open and frank about their past and hiding anything is treachery. I guess it's not too late of me to realise a mistake that I did but believe me everything I talked of about trust was nothing but related to the account sharing stuff only.
I donot wanna be known as a privacy leaker or something, because a thing like this, presently, is all ways against my nature and personality. But as I said, this is ' The Internet World' and when we talk of trusting someone here, it is the worst place, because words that come out sweet would actually be DEEP TREACHERIES.
I have a desire to change. I'm like a drowning man, drowning in the ocean of toxicity and the clan seems to me like a boat or a log that will save me from the dangerous ocean. I wanna be that guy (if i be in the clan), that if someone talked of, would always be known as a chill and an internet loyal guy. And privacy of VU will be my upmost priority.
And the question you guys might also have, " Uhm, so Eazy you said the guy lives nearby you, what will you do if he happens to play from your account again ? then this application would be like application of two men"
My answer to that is no, the guy that used to live nearby me has now moved on his life. He lives in a Hostel otherwise for his studies. But mostly home nowadays due to quarantine. But I find funny the fact that he can't reach my home anyhow as his parents are too concerned of his health as the pandemic is spreading its fangs. Least probability that he comes to my house, but even if he does come, he can sit aback and just see me play other games but the case is not gonna happen either. I would not be careless again as I've already been enough to make a mistake again and endanger VU privacy.
