I’ll close this application but you can apply later when you consider yourself ready turning true to all the factors mentioned above. About trust issues, i think it will take time for us to get along, play more with VU’s and interact with them as some of our new members don’t know about you. Maintain your activity, calm behaviour and wait for the right time.
We wish you good luck though, hope to see you soon.
EDIT: Just to add one more loophole, don’t keep asking our member for the votes directly or indirectly, we will find out everything by time since things can’t be hidden for longer. They will articulate themselves based on the experience they had spending time with you in your application. Asking them before application also gives us notion you are still eager for the things to happen before time. Mend it.