First,I want to thank everyone who has tried to give me a chance ,And to thank those who opposed about their good advices and that was often, "I'm not ready",but I see a contradiction in the subject.The members of this group made up of trainee,rookie, and a full member.If we focus on trainee,in language "Trainee" means that who is not at full readiness and he is not ready to go to the higher level,and I'm not ready as you say,I am asking only to be trainee and not a full member.
And if I'm not really ready and you give me this opportunity,I will evolve with you.
I really do not oppose your decision,but I just gave my point of view on the subject.
Thanks again!