You aren't trustworthy. Fickle, clan-hopper and always ready to jump on the bandwagon. You were causing troubles while you were a VU: talking shit about it, praising WK's misdemeanours because "that's what you relate to the most"... you showed your true self shortly thereafter. I've seen you spouting racist remarks when you thought this shit would not cause anymore troubles. You're a deceit.
Fair enough you've been with me, because actually you've got to say and remark the whole shit that i've done in these months. Not to mention that i've recognized it, i've actually talked about it and i've asked for forgiveness privately to the guys that i've abused right after having done it. Regardless of what i posted in private boards about WKs, i've barely ever teamed with them in game. In fact, you can ask aXXo or Tim when we were playing on EC against them, and you can even ask Brian how "loyal to WK" i am; because in fact i like him, and i consider him as a friend, but that day on EC i teamed against him. Supporting how great WKs teamplay is, how quiet and how smart are the original WK is purely and exclusively my opinion. Not to mention, i wasn't around during 2016-2017 at all, and i gotta say that the usage of hacks from the ON guys is something that i didn't know until Gohan told me. Neither about those kids pictures. I've ever sucked a dick for a position in WKs, nor anyone to defend me in-game.
Regarding to "talking shit about VU" please tell me when i've talked bad about VU. I have had fights with Sk, as well as with Matrix, but i've never as far as i can remember mentioned that VU is a bad clan, or a shit. I've even defended it; i said that leaving it was a bad decision, that my mood swings were on me all the moment, but i haven't spended a single word against VU.
You have also put effort on remarking how bad i am, and how i am an absolutely horrible person, with problems, raging insults but you haven't even mentioned how i've talked with you and tried to change your perspective, and how i've put effort during the Vice War spectating and moderating more than 7 hours, helping the players. Neither how i've been taken as moderator in EA and i'm working to revive this community quite more. That is in fact what VU does as well.
. you showed your true self shortly thereafter.
Why does my worst part have to be my true one? Can't someone have taken a bad decision, raged in game and insulted a player once? Can't somebody have a bad week? Why don't you look as well as in the
good things that i've done within this period?
You don't know anything about my true side; neither how i've been helpfully to OSK when i was there, managing all the issues. You believe that i'm here just for gaining respect, yet i've left this clan to join a "lower" one and help it. Nor you do know about how i felt when i abused people in LW and got banned for. I've talked with the members about my racism troubles and i've, as stated above, asked for forgiveness later.
You can also ask Norman how much we have talked during these 4 last weeks, how we have acquianted with each other and how he helps me and how i help him with our problems.
Before applying here i knew that i was going to deal with you as you have said that don't want me in this clan, and that you would do all the possible to maintain me out. I am the only one who wants to have a good relationship with you again and i'm the guy putting effort here, as i have done with other guys as well. Do you think that i have just came here, posted an application, laughed and expected to have positive votes magically? No. I've talked with half of the roster, to be honest. Regardless of how bad our relationship is, as i told you on Discord: my desires are to play among VUs and have a fluent relationship with you again. I can't hate anybody. Probably it's about the time to overcome our problems and regain your trust.
After all it's my fault at all the reason of why you don't trust me. I am, as a matter of fact, the guy that has lost trustability and i understand you completely. I have lost the way in this period and it's up to the time to recover your trust. Thereupon, it's okay if you consider me as a clan hopper or a non-loyal guy. I can say that i was invited by Klaus to NAR, and joined. Lately i felt uncomfortable because i barely ever used to see my mates (i don't like argonath). Later after having joined VU i felt like a ghost here and i had mood swings which bassically made me to be VU one day and the following day wanting to leave. Left it and joined OSK where i wrote more than 3 guides to help the newbies together with me at the lowest rank, got kicked on my butt real hard for speeching a truth against the leader. Mistake by mistake. If i'm a piece of shit as by your opinion, it's okay. But i'm here because i don't consider myself like that anymore, and i know that i've changed considerably and can continue changing here. I want to be here with my friends and i have been thinking since a lot of days about it. It's not a quick decision.
So basically i have recognized all the mistakes mentioned by you here and worked hard to repair them. I believe that i am choosing correctly now by applying for VU. I do not want to become part of the "dark side" of VCMP and i am commited to help this community as much as i can.
After all this i encourage you to have a talk from man to man and clear all the doubts and relationship between us, regardless of your vote which is important for me but the more i want to solve is our problems.
Thanks for giving an opinion towards the application.