I apologize in publicly for every single shitty thing i've done in the past,i was just saying that i am really changed but i wasn't i was just saying that to convince you people to trust me,but now i've made another mistake i've asked for votes and that was wrong i apologize for bothering the members by asking for their votes it was a really bad move.
I've said before that we're humans we do mistakes to learn from it,our life maybe was full of mistakes but after that we knew whats wrong and we learnt from our mistakes,I'm gonna be honest and admit that i've leaked MK's private stuff i've told them that i've changed but at that time i didn't change at all just showed some mature behave and these stuff to convince them but my goal wasn't to get in to leak their private,it was because i've applied there before and i wanted to join MK since 2012 but i've made alot of drama but came back admitting my mistake and they were willing to help me be better but i fucked everything again,i thought that none will know that i am the one who leaked the private stuff but i was wrong they knew it quicker than i expected i guess someone got this behavior before not only me but time passed and i learnt what loyality and maturity means,but some players just ruin everything (not going to mention them),anyway i've tried atleast to solve this shit happened in the past but i couldn't,i didn't stop there just feeling guilty about leaking stuff i've admitted my mistake of leaking stuff and being a retard at that time,i tried apologizing many times but they didn't accept it.
I left vcmp at that time for maybe 2 or 3 months,i was busy studying and also thinking about it at the same time i saw no chance for me there,it was time to move on and search for a clan that suits me and can make me better and i can prove there that i can be trusted i was thinking for a period of time and finally applied here because i see the clan suits me and i can make myself better again by being there with alot of experienced and old players of this game,I just want you guys to believe me once it won't hurt if i got a chance to improve myself to you guys.
I can assure you guys that i won't disappoint anyone who trusts me,i will be loyal to vu and you'll see another Trex,different alot from the past.
Now its about you guys,VU trainee is position where people are given chance to improve themselvies.
Its a position where many would do mistake but will learn what is right and what is wrong,learning it from experienced players as well.
in the past i was still young wasn't aware of what i am doing but now i am assuring that i won't leave VU (in case of getting accepted),i know mk thingy was so bad move,but many people change and know whats wrong then try to solve it,later i found that i was immature but now i've improved and still improving,Now i don't feel immature anymore.
Thanks for spending time reading this reply and sorry for any rude word i've said in this reply.
