yes it is true that I am apologized to them for my move and that's all.
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Things that never happened.
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but that won't work as well because I am too busy with my own schedule and I can't help myself for that.
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your own * statement contradicts itself.
So you say you want to improve but you don't want to improve.
So i will not write a major paragraph here.
The points to realize and look for in future.
- Acceptance takes alot of time, many of us here have been denied many times in our previous applications, especially me, There was a lot of tension between me and WiLsOn in past when Freestyle clan split, i was being blamed for negligence, which i didn't agree on, but it took time to remove these misunderstandings and clarify each other's minds about one and another, and therefore representing oneself for the whole clan.
- I felt weird the way you approached me in LittleWhitey's few weeks ago, talking about getting in Vice War 8 Staff so that you'll get promoted in EA? Man this is not how this thing works, in 0.3rz era i used to administrate alot of servers which i won't name because those servers are dead now, with the exception of EA and Sky-City ( in Development ), I was cordially invited by developers in vice war 8, it was a joint decision but the point is, being administrator of one server should not effect your game-play or behavior in other servers, me being a developer in vice war 8 have more responsibilities and access to server directory than other administrators around me, i can poke in an executable script in running vcmp server and do tricks but that doesn't define my administration skills for other servers, its limited to the server and role for which I've been recruited in, when i came back form a long break, and saw 0.4 has held up its promise and i didn't apply in any server to administrate as long as i remember, because administrating a server is a responsibility and it doesn't define your 'experience to administrate' in game servers overall, each server management is different, so you cannot say that if i'm admin in server A, so i'll become admin in server B, It just doesn't work like this.
when administrating a server(s), for what i've observed you're neither patient nor logical in terms of handling people, note that. - This game is meant to be played but not actually 24/7, no one is forcing you to play this game for hours, Just join when one of us is playing randomly and do fight us, not being friendly is always cool, we want to know the skills and game play of the player who's is going to our future applicant, let alone a future member probably, The experience defines your legacy and skills in this game, you can either have fun while being a worst death matcher or role player or you can keep saying shit while being getting wrecked and killing people, It is indeed just a game, seriously, no sane person would ever care about your kills/death ratio until you're cool with what you're and what you can do to make the game enjoyable.
- If you do not like this game anymore, sure take a break, install other games such as CSGO, Dota2, Doom etc, and if you ever want to come back VCMP IS FREAKING ADDICTING GAME ), do come back with warm greetings, let us know what you feel warmly not like this (
My changing or not changing won't be visible until folks will see it through their hearts not through the mind.
- The Point:
I am apologized to them for my move and that's all.
No one is playing "moves" here, literally no one, we have no personal hatred against you, never did and never will, but when it comes to joining a clan, its democratic, always was, always will be. a joint decision will decide the future of applicant, i'm sure you once wore VU tag proudly you must surely know how this clan works, there's no leadership, but there is, everyone is a leader here, BUT with a lot of respect for other's decision, the seniors here have more influence over newbies but each of us got equal rights to justify their statements, votes, actions etc.
- VU is literally different clan than other VC-MP clans, once you get accepted, literally man you just don't want to get out, everyone is soo friendly and even the people you haven't even met due to their inactivity in game become just as they know you for years, its priceless, it can't be bought, only it can be earned, and that jewel is trust.
- Everyone here is willing to vote for you, if you just change your attitude and behavior with "everyone" ( not just us ) in this community, Just do not give up, keep trying but before that, keep improving.
I hope this helps
With love, enjoy the little moments :)