Man, this is simple:
If you didn't show anything in 4 years and... if didn't show anything in 2 months since you return to vc-mp,(merits as I told you, following my advices) so, take a bit of respect for other members who are doing that. Also, you should learn the improvement of your stats in one specific server is not enough to judge your skills or involvement in clan.
You took a bad decision and that is what I can see.
It's not complicated, man.