I understand that but writing an apology doesn't work, at least for me, you always have those 5 or 6 people who always keep you down in this community, even aggravating this shit and ruining your reputation even more, so after months of writing an apology i realised that it wasnt worth it to get things straight, and what people write above is a clear proof of what im saying.
If you like a solution just consider not giving a shit to other people here who treated you bad in the past and if they try to retaliate just insult them and ignore them after that
Remember, mental rest and feeling good is better than trying to cope with these assholes, dont try to not retaliate because youre afraid of "aggravating the situation", i recommend you to loudly write a broad "FUCK YOU" and other stuff that humiliates them and make you feel better,then ignore them because they will try to irritate you.
I already knew that I was going to be humiliated here and that's little considering the ways I should be treated after trying to disolve a friendship, forge evidence and fuck an innocent guy. That is why I have not answered to the guys making jokes of me, not because of that I might aggravate the situation.
Besides, this is their home after all, insulting vu members will just get me another ban so it's useless, and I am already tired of speaking with people to spend my time elaborating a reply for each.
I have unleashed something that I kept inside for a long time. It is not VCMP what I give a shit about, it means just lot of memories to me and certainly it is part of my life, but I went through drugs, damaged persons that I did not want to damage, and many other things (that I should not tell, because i don't wanna look like a sad teenager idiot even if I am) because of my ignorance. Basically, all what happened in VCMP, I mean - ignoring inputs from the people trying to help me, ended up fucking me in my real life.
VU was a pending debt to help me release all what I feel because of my errors, that is the reason of this apology, and that is the reason for which I helped with EAD Championship for nothing in return, and will continue helping as much as I can.
Thank you ferrari, I agree.