Over a couple of months now I've communicated with Trex on and off. The first time wasn't particularly friendly on his side, pretty much called me a pig without warrant, but then similarly as Faf explained, the good side eventually shows, apologizing for his mistakes and for me genuinely helping situations which I thank him for to this day. Unlike Faf's story however I have not experienced any bipolar behaviour months coming along. Maybe because I'm approachable and non-hostile most of the time, so under those ideal conditions good behaviour springs from Trex. But I'm more interested in the state he chooses to be in when things aren't pretty, because that to me defines who you are better. There are concerns that you don't excel there which has me worried.
We can mentor you to a better state, we've done it before successfully and we can do it again, but it's all in whether you are willing to be worked with. Also there are concerns of leaks and family relations and all of that jazz. To that I will say we each write our own story by the decisions we make. It's a fact of life whether in VCMP or in the broader world. As you've noticed, shitty behaviour builds shitty reputation. So even if you were to leak something from VU if accepted, the damage isn't ours. VU will host the same events and more that our lovers and haters still come out to attend. I am in doubt that MK has felt what you did as well. So all you'd effectively be doing is digging deeper in the same hole you put yourself into, trying desperately to get out of. So it would be very unwise to create problems here or test what you can get away with.
With that said, I vote trainee.