Nick: BanJack
Age: 20
Timezone/Country: GMT +2 / Lebanon
Previous Nicks: NO_MeRcY
Additional Comments: Just to recall all what I have passed with you, you can take a look over these:
First application (NO_MeRcY):
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=7988.msg95720#msg95720Second application (NO_MeRcY):
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=8638.0Third application (NO_MeRcY/Accepted):
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=8846.0Kicked for aimbot usage:
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=9022.0Full truth about what happened:
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=9025.0being an asshole:
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=9376.0Fourth application (BanJack):
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=14479.0Fifth application (BanJack):
https://viceunderdogs.com/index.php?topic=14643.0Sixth application (BanJack):
I have been thinking a lot about this, you know, sometime there are lots of words in your mind, yet can't be translated into words.
I would like to start by sharing my feeling that I miss you as a family, and my place as a part of the community.
Away from the game, lots of things happened in the last year, things that really touched me and made me rethink about several issues in life, changed the way I think, the way I look into what I face, and the way I deal with others. Actually, I would like to thank GangstaRas for banning me from applying here for a year, I really needed this time to rearrange almost everything.
Now I can tell, with all the confidence, that the current version of me, is the most interesting one in all my previous, at least for me, and I, with all the humility, am proud of whom I am now.
Back to the game and my past here, you know enough about it, I started since late 2014, left then came back in 2017, joined you, then I was kicked in the same year, fucked up everything with my mood swing which was not expected, even from me, after that I tried to fix things up in 2019 by reapplying here, rejected, applied again in 2020 and was rejected as well, and here I am again and again insisting to do so.
I have reread the topics I provided, and with no exaggeration, reading my replies was like reading pages of jokes that I hardly laughed at. that's because I am different now, not like whom I was when mess happened, even not like whom I was when I first came here.
I humiliated myself a lot, but now I am back with a stronger personality which is more developed, matured, sincere, and loyal one.
I won't go long, but I would like to see you sharing your personal thoughts about this, and for those who still have a problem with me
(hello Dr. Shawn), it would be great if it is solved before I rejoin you as a member of your (or my) family.