Norman, judging by the comments made by our members here, and a few private discussions, we think there's some serious issues to convey to you.
The negative points mainly stand with:
-your inactivity
-bad history
-lack of respect
-inability to take criticism
For the reasons mentioned, we've decided to deny your application at this time.
As for my own personal two cents for you, time won't fix the issues you have with us. Effort could, but it's hard to tell how much of it would be required.
Good luck.