Nick: Norman4354

Age: 18

Timezone/Country: Pakistan

Previous Nicks: [VU_T]Norman4354, Schwarzenegger

Additional Comments: Hello folks, it is my second application and I will try to put every effort I can in this application to please everyone. I know it is not a good time to make application but I think that I will busy after I get admitted in university. I know that the question will arise that why I am applying if I will be busy and the answer is that I will try to contribute to community because I am going to apply for software engineering and through this, I will try to do whatever I can for the community without anything in return. I am currently moderating Extreme addicts and I haven't left the staff since my previous session in vcmp. I know that you will call me betrayer, deceiver and various other names but can you recall that I did anything bad to community except for leaving e.g leaking some private information (not even ordinary one), spamming and abusing people for anything, I didn't even came back until 16 May after my exams were over. I am playing vcmp since December 2016 or January 2017 and I was invited to this game mode by my fellow cousins playing vcmp and especially MD619. I used to be with him whenever I joined vcmp and before joining this game mode, I used to be a player of CS GO which used to be my favorite game as I used to enjoy CS 1.6 offline when I used to be a child. I became friend with Riders, WiLsOn, Veteran, Blitz and a few others. I applied for first time and got rejected but I didn't lost hope despite being emotionally insecure for sometime. I got accepted in VU on 27-28th of july 2017 after which my career started. I used to be reserved by nature but I gained good communication skills after joining VU and because of that, I still thank VU for this and various other things that the family taught me in my stay in VU. I have always loved VU and its members despite some here and there tussle but that happens everywhere and where this doesn't happen implies that it is full of hypocrites. I tried to reach few VU veterans but couldn't do so because of their inactivity and I tried to reach new members and I did. Everyone deserves a last chance in life and if they fail to satisfy, they should be left with no choice but to leave and same goes for me. I haven't left Extreme addicts not because of my lust/hunger for power but because I received respect and love from them. I intend to remain staff member of only Extreme addicts and now people will say that you won't get a chance anywhere else. For those, I would say that even if I get a chance, I swear that I won't hesitate to reject it. I might not have been changed for the likes of few but they will recognize it slowly and gradually. If you have trust issues with me then ask yourself that whether I have done something terribly wrong that should become a boulder in my way for joining VU except for leaving the clan? I have not done something like that and won't do because at the very least, I care for those who trust me and I try to keep their trust but this is a game forum not real life so one can not estimate it from being behind the screen. I have no grudge against anyone, no hatred for anyone and I don't want to fight anyone just like keyboard fighters do. I have always regarded VU as my family and when I was leaving, I got hurt because when one of member who was close to me said something which I couldn't bear but that is a thing of past and I don't want it to repeat future so I would bury it with this application. I have been loving new members and would like to further interact with them as one of them.

Congratulations!!! ex team

Happy birthday!!! old pal, may you prosper and touch the sky, In Shaa ALLAH Ta'la

Hello folks, I am going to share a video which is all about newbies and those who are joining the vcmp with no knowledge of this gamemode. I have prepared this video to help them understand most of the basics of starting their career in vcmp and make their own legacies. I have elaborated most of the things in video and this video is not sponsored by any particular clan or any particular server but it is all out of me and I would love to contribute whatever it takes to help those who are in need with my skills and information. Below is a video which I have created and make sure to leave a comment.

Nick: Norman4354

Age: 18

Timezone/Country: GMT: +5:00/Pakistan

Previous Nicks: [VU_T]Norman4354, Schwarzenegger

Additional Comments: First of all, I apologize to each and every person that I have hurt in the past especially WiLsOn, Siezer, Gangstaras, Rajput, Ryne and everyone that I have hurt. I am really very very sorry for what I have done and understand this statement "Trust is like a piece of glass, once broken can never be mended" but I know this statement as well that everyone deserves second chance in life. I know that I did left the clan in unknown circumstances but the truth is that I was suffering from some problems long before I had returned to the game and I hadn't a chance to explain it to anyone else. I had consulted various people in the clan like WiLsOn, Amal, Siezer and Gangstaras but I wasn't able to explain my true problem except for Amal who had helped well. I know that I am bad but not everyone is bad from the start, it is these circumstances which leads to change in their character. I have hurt many people and I have broken their trust but I know that time heals every wound and I am sure that I will find my people here, hopefully. I would like to share few of my problems with you guys and if you want to know more about it, kindly ask me personally and I will share everything with that person. Kindly, don't harass me for these things as it happens with everyone in this world. I used to bullied in school and due to this I had developed a fear but that fear turned into anxiety and depression after I got elder and mature with age but that person was solved after I did the same with some of those people but in another way, yet it had immense effect on my psychology and mental health. I had also suffered from mental breakdown which was very intense and I had to suffer due to that as well. I had very bad personal problems which led to me into depression and I am still kind of suffering from it but hopefully I had recovered better. I know that this sounds weird to some people but I am being open and I want to share my sincerity and truthfulness to everyone who thinks of me as a liar. I know that I was being power hungry and acted much like a dickhead but that was because of some psychological reason as I had grown impatient and more like a lazy guy. I know that this reason might not be solid but trust me I had many complications which led my behavior to change and mind to divert from whom I was. My past had been really bad but I tend to find my good moments in it. I had reserved nature since my childhood and I had very few friends in my social circle which made me shy and low confidence. I would like to tell you guys that the reason I had come back is that I consider VU as a family and I want to cherish the moments of my life with you guys and I had told everyone that I would never return but I was wrong. The feeling of being in a family attracted me to VU again and the love of those people strongly attracted me to you guys. I know that you guys would forgive me and would give me a chance to cherish with you guys. I love you guys very much and would very much want to have fun along you. I am sincere and would like you all to know the reasons of my departure which I have regretted ever since I have gained my true self. I am not a power greedy or selfish person, it is just that circumstances pushed me to act and take such decisions but I would try my best to fix those problems and go along side you guys. I am sure that you people will understand my problems and will surely cooperate with me, hopefully.