Okay....I have decided to close my app.I always thought that it was a great clan.But u guys just think about past and don't focus on future..UR bro his bro bla bla bla.i already explained too much to raj but he doesn't seem to get it.I don't want to be a part of a clan where members don't even trust his friends.I played almost for more than a year especially with Raj and yet he doesn't seem to trust me.i shared my secrets with him and he used them against me.i want to thank Diaz,SK,SMD,Matrix,MD619,Luckshya with heart(Sry if i forgot someone).I met them only a few months ago and they trusted me completely(I at least think that).I appreciate their friendship and hope to be friends with them forever.Killah and Gorcee just change their votes (first neutral then trainee and then again neutral) just because their mates don't trust me.I understand the higher ups have never met me(Gangstras,Axxo,Charley,Thijin) and it's their right to question me.But Killah and gorcee have met me several times and yet they Say "Tell us more about Yourself".Thanx for accepting me once.I appreciate that.I can't be in a clan where most of the members don't event trust me.Its time to Say GOOD BYE.....
While I understand your sentiment, you shouldn't rush to conclusions. As previously stated, regardless who wants to change vote and bandwagon, we can overrule it, and that works both ways, not just to the negative i.e. denial. An example of that fact is one of our members Trex, if you want to talk about mistrust within a clan, you can't top his struggle.
No matter where you go in life, your past is what will define you because the future is unknown to all. Trex, he had an abusive past and little to no one liked him liked him as a result. But within the time, to atone for his sins, back then he changed the present about himself which we now look at today as his recent past about himself. That recent past and the progression in today the present promotes the decision to have faith in a positive outlook on his potential, but everything has to be considered. It is rather distasteful when we see an application all seems well but then you dig deeper and you see all the dark history versus knowing the dark history first, where you're coming from and comparing it to the recent strides of the applicant and where he is today. I didn't believe the full truth was exposed here for us that don't know you, thus this temporary state.
If you still hold your position to withdraw the application, I leave that up to you but no decision has been made as of yet that would've been to your detriment.