Hey Meer, I hope you're doing well. My apologies for missing the chance to reply on your first application, but I've made sure to give my opinion on you this time around. I see you as a chill guy and amire your mentality about "failure being the key to success" and you vowing to never give up. However, I must also state that I do stand with Raj's point of view.
Although I may be willing to trust you some day, I can't the same about the cafers that you play with. The way I imagine it is, it only takes one moment away of you being away from your PC for then one of those cafers to snoop through your tabs and have full access to both our private boards on our forums and private channels on our Discord. If you had played literally any other game at your cafe then it wouldn't be a problem of course, but as long as you play VC:MP there, even if it is infrequently, I can't say that I'll ever be comfortable with you being my clanmate. For as long as this situation remains as it is, it's gonna have to be a strong vote for no from me.