Just one last note to Jokah, from me.
You may take away some negative comments from this application, and they be the ones that eat at you (because that is the way our flawed human psyche works), but you should also consider the number of positive comments and votes from longstanding VUs too.
If you follow through with the proclamation that you'll wait for a month and apply again, and, provided that you have shown improvement in the areas you mentioned, I think you will probably stand a good chance.
You are not the first person to be hotly debated, or denied a few times, before joining and sailing up the VU ranks. It might be worth looking back on the apps from [VU]Las3r (Deso) to see how things can change.