The title pretty much sums up my feelings as of now.
To get down to brass tacks...I feel I don't bring anything to VU other than 1 more, as I've been called, polite, well-spoken person. I'm still on the ropes about this...because, I mean, irregardless of if you met me before in game or not, each and ever VU I've encountered has been courteous to say the least.
IF I end up deciding to leave VU, I know...it'll be for a ridiculous and retarded reason...but I feel that I need to bring something to the table, so to speak, to be of adequate value. My posting this, is basically to air out how I feel and to get some positive or even negative feedback on what I feel. But, keep in mind that these are MY personal feelings, you can't control them anymore than I can control what Bill Gates feels.
On the other hand, I feel I owe it to the one who vouched for me and got me in to see this through a while longer, without Pallazo's nudging I wouldn't have even thought of joining a clan until much much later than I did.
Again, go ahead and tell me I'm stupid or a retard for feeling this way or feel free to tell me I'm right, whichever the case may be...I am giving this about a week or two's thought and so by March, I'll have made my decision...until then, convince me one way or the other.
Even if I don't leave...I'm in the mood for a name-change....as long as it's alright with everyone else here...and if the nick isn't taken already. Heard there was a Sammael in VLK or something...so...I don't wanna get mixed up. The nick I have in mind...Gir.
And if I leave the clan, doesn't mean I'm gonna start being a jerk to everyone. I'll still hang around on IRC and I'll see you in-game
Well, have at it. Let the debate, so to speak, begin.