Dear Trex,
Thank you for taking the time to apply here. Unfortunately, this application has been denied because of many reasons. I'd start with the voting pattern. Initially, there was a 50-50 split in the votes, which later on went to be 16 Trainee votes and 14 negative votes. However, in a recent turn of events, the votes are now at 11 Trainee and 20 No's. It is very eminent despite various efforts from your side, there is a lot of uncertainty and doubts regarding yourself found in our members. Many of the members have raised concerns regarding your loyalty and your unexpected behavior problems, which is something you might like to work on.
Personally speaking, I believe you're a good guy with loads of potential, something that can be worked on, but unfortunately, many other members don't share the same opinion. This application has been denied as of now, we look forward to hear from you in future!
Best Wishes.