Hey Alpays, I hope you're doing fine.
I was shocked when you decided to leave MK all of a sudden. But I could understand your reasons. There were no hints of dissatisfaction or problems, neither on the departure topic nor when I asked you personally.
Which is quite conspiring to what you've mentioned here, infact, a lot of things are.
As said above i have no problem with voting for very new players or unskilled players
I don't see where was the difference of perspective in that, the clan as a whole is not active enough ingame to take skills into consideration. I can't recall the last time someone was rejected because they lacked a skillset.
i can honestly say some of our members were losing their temper and being too harsh... i tried to change people's view on the applications that i voted no everytime, saying that we shouldn't give chance to the people who is being toxic until they get to learn how to control themselves and most of them got accepted
This is just... outright heartbreaking. I had to recheck all your posts to make sure of this, that all the applicants you voted no for, were denied eventually. Toxicity was never condoned, FroZeN was kicked in his first instance. Dubious applicants were not accepted in the first try either.
For the sake of our amusement, lets say that there were problems with MK's recruitment, after spending all that time, you could have opened up about it. I can not say now that you could have talked to me about it at the very least because by reading this I can only assume you did not trust me as much as I trusted you. I hope you will not do the same in the future and will do as Vedder suggested.
If you were not satisfied with MK, I can understand, we are not serious about the game most of the time. Does not mean we let things pass. Please do not blame the process when you could never manage to put yourself in a feedback loop in the first place. There will be no perfect place and inaction will never solve problems.
Nonetheless, I would like to wish you luck with your application. I was only here to clear the air, I sincerely hope you guys will not let this change the direction of this application, he's still one of the nicest people I've met around here.
Godspeed.