Hello there Clarke.
your efforts to approach us can be obviously noticed. However, it seems that you still got some problems with your reputation, hence solving them would be a good advantage for you to be a part of the clan. You have to be more honest with yourself in the first place, and this will lead you to be honest with people around you. Take your time, reconsider what you did in the past, then turn it to the right way if you see that you were wrong. The story you told, has a probability to be right or wrong, we can't be sure yet. Thus, try putting more efforts (which we will truly appreciate), to show the right side of you, and refute the wrong one.
I'll stay Neutral.