I wanna try something different.
In this kind of nights, and in these months, come to me many memories of trying for the first time this game that would be the perfect way to fill an empty boy that didn't have any other interest on his life than playing video games.
At any rate, I don't give a single fuck what the real date of my first attempt to VC:MP. I don't remember it, but when I see the community stand united in that topic created by Charley, and I believe it's not only me who gets emotional. I have always loved to express myself through something, specially writing, so I find this an appropiate moment. It is raining outside, a very warm night and I ain't ready to sleep in a long while.
When I tried VC:MP for the first time, I had already completed the game. I was approximately 9-10 years old and I don't recall having so many friends at school. All of my classmates had none knowledge about the usage of a PC and wouldn't know how to try out games, so their interest was minimal. I had learned it all thanks to my brother.
My first server was Mega War. I joined and I was fascinated. My dream became true: a 9 years old boy trying a completely weird and unique multiplayer gamemode of his favourite game. Imagine that I had more than 400 deaths in a single join. I was delighted.
But the purpose of this isn't aiming towards my history in VC:MP. It has the intention to thank specifically every single person behind a computer that I've met and how I remember them with kindness and appreciation.
When I think on VC:MP, I recognize without feeling stupid that this game changed my life. It was because I probably joined it when I was too young, but it teached at its time what could make better and transform the person that I am now. It helped me as a first step before introducing myself to a life where I would have to face lots of obstacles. I firmly see that there are very good people here, and I wouldn't feel so good writing this if it weren't for them. You make this community live. You made me learn new things. You made me open my mind. I wanna write some things for you guys:
Kelvin: I would say he is a very friend of mine. I met him on my first appearance in VCMP after 3 years. I wanna say thanks for being an ear to me on hard moments, thanks for talking with me when I mostly needed it. Thank you for being someone who I can trust on.
Buzz and Dadero: These are some of the firstest guys I met when I got involved on the VC:MP community. When I see them ingame, nostalgia comes. One was once leader of NK. The men always asks you how you are. Even if you are not reading this: you are very kind people and very loyal and trustable guys and I am glad to know that this community has got you.
PunkNoodle: Our relationship started a little bit rocky, but I grew up in these long two years knowing that the world needs more people like this guy. A funny, mature, friendly and intelligent that always treated me respectfully even if I didn't deserve it. He truly deserves all what he has achieved here and I thank him for being supportive and a great dude.
Morphine: I always try to make jokes at him, make him laugh, treat him as a friend even if he probably hates me. But his big dick and 8 bit brain is enough to give him a mention. He told me some phrases that I will never forgive.
Hanney: I know he will probably not give it a read since he hates VU
but he is a man who I like to talk with and is always open to help. Littlewhiteys turned for me into a server that I cannot leave because Hanney and his shit makes me stay.
Castagna: We live in the same country and that was a great help in order to rebuild our relationship. I think we share the same passion for our community but I mostly thank him for bringing us EA, a server that had everything in 0.3 and where I remember a lot of moments in, and keeps working on it still in 0.4.
Hipnos and THE_ONE: What can I say? Their mexican beards achieve lots of fun. They were my first leaders on a clan that taught me everything. I just can't thank them enough for giving this kid a reason to stay.
Krystianoo: Krystianoo understood me as a kid when nobody else did. I and him have no relationship, but I respect him a lot for what he did to help the community, and also for the big hand that was for me.
Charley and GangstaRas: Charley and Gangsta have always taught me new ways of thinking, giving me ideas and support to my interrogants, strongly believing on my capabilities. The respect that I hold for them is enormous, and I hope to keep learning from.
FaF: I and him have a totally broken up relationship because of my fault. But I wanna thank him because he adviced me as anyone, defended me and treated me as a family, as a clan mate. My days in MK were pure gold thanks to him. I learned about culture, values, and had a great friend to talk with.
Tarkan: He is somebody very friendly towards me and is disposed to help me anytime. He continued treating me as a clan mate even if we are not together anymore in MK.
Aegon, Qarz and Enzo: These have some crush on me, I believe. The guys have always tried to help and defend me. Met them on my return in 2018. They are about my age, and I don't have a doubt about their capabilities. But I wanna thank them specially for being an open ear to me and your support, my friends.
ElvenKing: ELK is a person that always laughed at my shit. Since I met him he was always somebody to trust. Talking to you is always funny and I really hope to know more people like you in the future. An awesome guy.
Puma and Zatch: Puma and Zatch are linked in my eyes when I think of latinos in VCMP. They are some of the first players that I've ever met in this game. With one, I made a big mistake that taught me how to act better in the future, but that didn't stop us for rising up a good relationship. With the other, started a little complicated, but ended up to be good veteranos in the game, and with respect, I think he is a very cool guy.
Fercho: Fercho was the coolest young boy on my generation, as is Tobio today for example. I always thought "hell, when I reach Fercho's age I will be enough mature to join VU". He always hated me but now we treat each other with respect and kindness. He is a nice person.
DaviD: He was my clanmate in the new OSK and until today, even considering how things ended up, he is a very cool guy who keeps treating me as a mate. He is one the very few who I have contact with outside of VCMP. His help and comprehension make him a very nice person and friend.
Siezer already knows what I think about him.
Sorry for being so emotional. I hope you have a nice day.
