Do you believe that this kind of men could ever change?

Your Name: Calhoun
Opponent Name: FrailyV
Proposed match date: I am available the next sunday.
Proposed match time: Anytime.
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Your Name: Calhoun
Opponent Name: Phantomz
Proposed match date:Today
Proposed match time:You tell
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Hey there. Weeks ago I was on these routinary forum checks and it was EA and Castagna who gathered my attention on EA's with a topic called "What happened to VC:MP clans?" (What proves once again how much of a social environment VC:MP is, rather than a common game - one of the reasons that keeps us here).

Whatever, I gave my two cents to the post, as well as did other people - (http://extreme-addicts.com/forum/index.php?topic=1344.0) - here is the topic for reference.

On context, even though I am not daily active, it's not news that VU is a dominant clan as Doom Killer said;

VU should get rid of like 80% of its clan, just have a goddamn limit on how many members do you want to keep. People forgot what clans are for, clans are supposed to be TEAM-SIZED, not meant to have enough numbers to take over everything.

Have a strict member count policy, so that people are forced to go to other clans or make their own ones, and then watch how the tables turn in favor of VCMP.

And this was also gathered by those of forum researches I make to pass boredom; more specifically from Sevrin's last application;

I also feel this pretty strongly. On the one hand I'm happy that VU's reputation is such that renowned players wish to join our ranks. On the other, it's fucking boring when one clan comes to dominate. The point of VU in the first place was to rival the main clans of the time, DnA, KFJ, MK and ULK. I saw them, and I thought I could do better.

I'd like to ask the protagonist here (VU), if you're pleased to answer and no problem exists. And also, any people that might be interested on this:

Is Doom right? - Would "closing applications" work as a real way to help smaller clans rise as he proposes? If you say yes, why yes?
And if you say no, why not?

Nick: Calhoun

Age: 18 years old

Timezone/Country: GMT -3, Argentina

Previous Nicks: Stallin, biozcalhoun

Additional Comments: Hey, well I just would like to say that I am happy to be here, many emotions come to me after this long 1.5 years being thinking, learning and developing myself, I passed many things but I think that I have demostrated (with not just words) that I am a very different person now and the time was worth.
Why VU? Well it is not me who can be a great addition to your roster, certainly I have nothing special that your large amount of members dont have already, that is why this clan is so strong, but I just want to spend my time here with a family that loves so much this game as I do, and because I have so many friends here.
I think that I am very ignorant, and I have got much to learn, but
I think that most people in this clan go by a path of moral, humility and respect, a path that I have been trying to follow, and would never like to go out of.

Happy birthday to a guy that has been very helpful towards the community, and also someone that gives a big ear and advice for me.

Hey, I think I don't wanna be heared for this place again, but I believe and I have been thinking about this since the first day I received a ban (January 2019) so here I am, taking the example of Panzer who had wrote an apology some months ago towards VU and I am merely here to do the same, no another intentions at all.

I will not annoy you so much because I am not liked here, but I am sincerely sorry VUs for all the shit that has happened in the past. I am not in position to even talk here but I am genuinely sorry and at this point I am just tired of hating myself for who I am, I just wish the things were different but well I've gained with all means an incredible hate in this community so what remains is just starting from 0. There's no other thing that I can do.

All I know is, I won't talk about future changes again. I won't ever mention that I changed or that I will; because I've properly seen that kind of sentences have to be demonstrated with more than words.

Life has put me through difficult situations during these months. Those VUs who I've talked with know what I mean, and it's all my fault - I won't blame others for who I am. I went in hard situations because of my ignorance and egoistic attitude, made me cry and lose things that I really cared about in life. So I simply can't keep being blind about fucking other people and ruining friendships, relations and that kind of things.

I cannot be like that anymore, so I just want to say that I am very sorry and I will just try to learn from my errors, learn from the VU philosophy that I've seen exposed in this forum and in the people that want to make this community better every day.

I just want you to forgive me for my errors, and promise you that while it matters or not, I am sorry for that and I've finally discovered that I was the problem, and will try to change it. And if it works for something I am willing to help like I did with EAD Championship on translations and writing. That is something that made me happy during these shit months, with humility and respecting everyone.

Have a great day, dude