We wouldn't want this board to turn into a dick-sucking fest would we?
Indeed we wouldn't! honesty is appreciated, at least from me
@your post: I agree with everything negative there, really. I tend to flip-flop and change my position on certain things alot, as well as become an entirely different person at times, leading me to look like a hypocritical retard in a lot of situations. It's something I'm working to change and I admit I haven't been trying hard enough. These little reminders are appreciated, as they don't come very often, and reminds me of how much of a self-contradicting, schizophrenic dickhead i am sometimes. It honestly makes me respect you a bunch more for telling me the cold-hard truth.
My internet persona is very exaggerated. I'm nothing like this in real life. I also have many different personalities on the internet, mainly in the same places. I guess I over-express myself when I'm here on the internet. I'm also very impressionable. I do tend to treat authoritative, or more knowledgeable and experienced figures with more respect though, which might explain why I seem like a kiss-ass in most situations.
As for the racism, I am slightly racist and I confess have a pre-judging (pre-judging, what a clunky word) (which most of the time turns out to be right) of most Indian and Pakistani players of vc-mp. I suppose it is a side effect of the coincidence that it was what all of the past experiences with cheaters/rulebreakers/troublemakers/spammer/etc had in common. It makes me treat them differently on a personal level from the get-go. However, there are a few exceptions (players) that I have no problem with at all that belong to the aforementioned groups. I agree it is unfair to judge them by their background. There's really nothing else I can say about that.
I'm 100% sure a vast majority of other people feel the same way you do about me, but I guess they're trying to be peaceful and not offend me or they are afraid I'm gonna rage-ban them (as that is the stereotype of xe admins).
If you read this post cutton, I appreciate it. I'm looking forward to your response. Also I would appreciate it if you called me out more often.