The vote is currently 3 trainee, 16 deny, so I'm closing this application.
if you would be kind to make a list of questions simpler and in list, i would be thankful.
I think we can reduce it to a single bullet point.
i just need to prove myself to vc:mp community that i'm worth it and make VU proud.
Joining VU isn't your proof of redemption. It's a team of people who play together and are friends with each other. Since your last application I'm not sure you've actually tried to make yourself more familiar to people who don't know you that well. Meanwhile, your application now seems to be very self-centered without telling us what you would offer other than loyalty, which is essentially another way of saying you want to join badly.
You say that you're not that active, which won't really cut it if you're trying to convince people to let you join. Even if you're not playing, you should be contributing somehow to the community by judging or participating in events, or offering your help with scripting.
MaDKilleR's critiques are still valid.
Denied.
